Hi mamas! I work about 15 to 20 hours a week and my LO is watched by him grandmas. Lately I have been having such a terrible time going to work because I am so afraid I am going to miss one of his firsts. It is to the point I cry when I leave him because I think of all that I am going to be missing out on. I know I can't be there 24/7 and I know at some point I am going to miss out on something but it breaks my heart. What did you mamas do? How do you handle missing your babies firsts?